“I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.” ― Susanna Kaysen

"I’m sorry I’m not an easy person to be with.”
— (via flirtingwithsuicidaloutlooks)
"I’ll tell you
To leave me
And then
Feel betrayed
When you do.”
— M.S. (via coffee-crinkled-pages)

Cutting or self-harm - It’s an addiction
At first, you start cutting because you’re depressed
You’re sad, or feeling suicidal.

Cutting is like a drug, once you start you don’t stop.
Initially you’ll say only one cut tonight.
Soon it’ll grow to two cuts.
Then three, and the cuts increases till the point
Where you’re filled with lines you’ve drawn
All over your body.

Self-harm is not something anyone can understand
If they didn’t start doing so.
You’ll say tonight will be the last night,
You’ll have cuts on your wrists.
But no, it won’t stop.

It’s an addiction.
It will come to a point where you won’t
No, you can’t stop cutting.
You start cutting for no reason.

You say destroying what’s on the outside
To kill what’s inside of you.
But will the self-harm come to the point
Where you kill yourself
Before you kill the demons in you?

Ignore My Demons That Are Inside And I, I’ve Started It All Over Again  ; Original piece (via wonderer-in-the-darkness)

im in the mood to receive a check for six hundred thousand dollars 


do you ever get that horrible feeling in your stomach because you can’t imagine anyone ever falling in love with you and wanting to spend the rest of their life with you


I have the talent of getting tired without doing nothing

Pro Tip: Instead of having feelings, try being dead inside. Everything is still horrible but you will not care at all.

"We assume others show love the same way we do — and if they don’t, we worry it’s not there.”
— (via fawun)