“I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.” ― Susanna Kaysen


astound:

I just want to lie in bed and not participate in life

pvnk-is-dad:

I crave intimacy but I get confused and uncomfortable when I’m shown even the slightest bit of attention or affection.

dylanohcryin:

do u ever daydream about decorating ur first apartment bc i do

supermoclel:

are you ever in the middle of saying something or showing someone something and you realize that literally no one cares 

growlethal:

there are 7 billion people on the planet and you only interact with like a fraction of a fracton of them in your lifetime. imagine how many incredible friendships or relationships you could have but you’ll never meet or get to know those people

"I am fucking insane but my intentions are gold and my heart is pure.”
— Unknown (via perfect)

thecompanionsdoctor:

thecompanionsdoctor:

The thing that sucks about mental illness is that if you aren’t depressed enough, suicidal enough, bad enough, nobody cares. Nobody cares until you reach their standard, and that standard is when your problem is bad enough to effect them

The amount of people who can relate to this makes me equally incredibly sad and immensely angry

kanyewestevil:

schools have stairs so you can throw yourselves down them

somethinghorrible:

tHERES A SKELETON INSIDE MY BODY RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD

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